Unpublished poems and fragments from the first typescript:
Poems of sleep
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Three manuscripts and one typescript pages, letter format. Undated. The beginning of the manuscript and the end of the typescript are missing. |
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| But is the egg suggesting the quietness | |||
| honey is | ![]() | ||
| Of its forms. And the malt of sleep, beams | ![]() | ||
| its | ![]() | ||
| For this patronising dome. | ![]() |
| But sleep is on all fours, | |||
| A beautifully written but inaccurate directive mined memoir charged with follies, | ![]() | ||
| A personal memento engraved in the sidewalk | |||
| Tormenting the absolute future into lines of acceptance. | |||
| Ready to dispatch the elegant part of this | |||
| And all ears for the equation you remain on the sill | |||
| Nothing is to be preferred to this sleep. | |||
| Not a maze of dots guiding you you think nowhere | ![]() | ||
| At once the kindness and friendly clause | |||
| And mouth of the sea applied to your side flank case | ![]() | ||
| yet | ![]() | ||
| Forever at odds with, and draining. |
| This should be a letter telling you of changes | |||
| Of desire throwing you a minute to one side | |||
| pierced | ![]() | ||
| And then the other, like baby alligators in a box | |||
| Of how this tossing looks harmonious from a distance | |||
| Like the sea or the tops of trees, and how | |||
| Only when one gets closer does is its sadness small and appreciable. | ![]() | ||
| I can be held in the hand. | |||
| All this must go into a letter. | |||
| Also the feeling of being lived | |||
| The after-lunch thing, looking for people | |||
| Who are out. And the gradual peace and relaxation | |||
| That boils down, through rings of cold and fatigue | |||
| At the end of day to a musical deposit. | ![]() | ||
| Smearing much of the day into fatigue | |||
| away | ![]() | ||
| At finding you not in, bloody from beating doors in | ![]() | ||
| And scarcely incomprehensible. | ![]() |
| I meant to say these things | |||
| If I had time. But an architecture of sighs | |||
| For things we cannot afford built | ![]() | ||
| Made of | ![]() | ||
| Out of us like rain commands a view | ![]() | ||
| flat | ![]() | ||
| Of this plain. There's | ![]() | ||
| Nothing like it for not leading footsteps | ![]() |
| To its footman's empathy. with | ![]() | ||
| It | ![]() | ||
| And all destroyed. There is the attraction of this mucus | ![]() | ||
| But there is no personal involvement | |||
| These sudden bursts of hot and cold | |||
| (a) | ![]() | ||
| Are wreathed in shadowless intensity | |||
| characteristics | ![]() | ||
| Whose moment saps them of all other qualities. | ![]() | ||
| rest | ![]() | ||
| Thus in beginning to be peace you at once know | ![]() | ||
| loss of motion | ![]() | ||
| The absurdity of any quietude | ![]() | ||
| It breaks open in still pieces | |||
| Around the consumptive crown all the guests wear | ![]() | ||
| no information | ![]() | ||
| We can have know knowledge of this | ![]() | ||
| Only the crater of becoming a sealed consciousness. |
| Poems of sleep |
| In this hutment or abode I'll | |||
| Invoke "mitred domes" and suchlike | |||
| Awaking to this penitential psalm now | |||
| That purgatory's violent, violet ways have ended | ![]() | ||
| In sleep and satisfaction for each one. | |||
| I have decided to write you this poem of misdemeanors and small penalty. | |||
| This volume is geometrical beauty, | |||
| Its slabs cannot keep up with the hungering into breath | |||
| And final dreams. | ![]() |
| But is the egg suggesting the quietness | |||
| Of its forms. And sleep is beams | |||
| For its patronising dome. |
| But sleep is on all fours, | |||
| A beautifully written but inaccurate | |||
| Directive charged with {follies}, | ![]() | ||
| A personal memento engraved o XX in the sidewalk. | ![]() | ||
| Tormenting the absolute future into lines of acceptance. | |||
| Ready to dispatch the elegant part of this | |||
| And all ears for the equation you remain on the sill: | |||
| Nothing is to be prepared to for this sleep. | ![]() | ||
| At once the kindness and friendly clause | |||
| And mouth of sea applied to your case | |||
| Forever at odds with, and yet draining. |
| This should be a letter telling you of changes | |||
| Of desire throwing you a minute to one side | ![]() | ||
| And then the other like alligators | ![]() | ||
| Of how this tossing looks harmonious from a distance | |||
| Like the sea or the tops of trees, and how | |||
| Only when one gets closer is its sadness small and appreciable. | |||
| It can be held in the hand. | |||
| All this must go into a letter. | |||
| Also the feeling of being lived, looking for people, | |||
| And the gradual peace and relaxation | |||
| That boils down, through rings of cold and fatigue | |||
| Smearing much of the day into fatigue | |||
| At finding you not in, bloody from beating doors in | |||
| And incomprehensible. |
| I meant to say these things | |||
| If I had time. But an architecture | |||
| Made of us like rain commands a view | |||
| Of this its plain. There's nothing like itXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX | ![]() | ||
| Nothing like it for not leading | ![]() | ||
| To its footman's empathy. It is the attraction of this mucus | |||
| But there is no personal involvement | |||
| These sudden bursts of hot and cold | |||
| Are wreathed in shadowless intensity | |||
| Whose moment saps them of all characteristics. | |||
| Thus beginning to rest you at once know |

